My Story

My "Visitations"

Since so many have asked me about "MY" story, I thought I'd put it here.....I have been what you would call a life long abductee since the age of 4, in 1948.  As a child I was terrified of the dark, I saw 'things' and 'moving shadows'..I had dreams of being taken into strange rooms, and doctor's offices. It was because of my Father's interest in all things "UFO"...and my own 'dreams', I too developed a life-long interest in UFO's and Sci-Fi.  From the mid-sixties on, I began attending every UFO conference I could go to, I began interviewing abductee's to make some sense of the dreams I was still having. It wasn't until I had undergone hypnotic regression therapy that it all came flooding to the front of my mind, and I saw it all very clearly. I had been seeing "Grays" and "Shadow People" .  In the mid-70's, I was in a car accident, and after the x-rays, the doctors asked me when I had been shot.  I said, "Never", yet they insisted I had two distinct bullet wound scars that still had minute traces of metal deep within the scars...one on my neck, and one on my shoulder...(more on that later)...

     Now this is the part I don't usually tell too many people.  It was in the Summer of 1976. A man was standing in my front room, and I felt no fear what-so-ever...he is about my height, 6'3", trim, maybe 170 lbs. He had neatly trimmed fairly short hair, with a silver look to it. He calmly told me that he was here to answer some of my questions. When I asked him his name, he said the closest pronunciation he could come up with that I could pronounce was "Ralph". Now "Ralph" took me on many trips over the years...were they in my mind, or physical you ask....well, he would reach over and take my hand, and the next thing I knew we were some place else...walking down a long stainless steel type hallway, walking into a large cylindrical room with what looked like several large flat TV screens. Over the years, it has been on those screens that I have been 'introduced' to any number of 'alien' species. As it was explained to me, there are many different races living in many different 'realities'. Some races do indeed come from space, and have for centuries...some come from another time or place...other dimensions...some from our very own future, or possible future.  I have been shown many different possible futures for the human race.  The past is done with, and can not be altered, the future is yet to come, and some things can be changed.  Is "Ralph" a physical being?  Very much so...he has been seen coming and going by my friends, family and neighbors.  Even the doctors and nurses in the hospitals. It isn't as though he just pops into view...he will walk around a corner, or come through a door and be there.  When he first started visiting me, he was dressed in a sort of satin-like one piece jump suit, in a light shade of purple.  I told him he didn't fit in too well, and from then on, and to this day, he shows up in either 'Docker' type tan pants, and a light blue denim shirt, or he has even shown up in a very nice dark suit, as the occasion calls for. Over the years he has made it known that it was all right for me to interview most abductees....but there were some he flat out told me not to go and see. His explanations were no more vague then when I was approached by our own Govt. men and told to tone down my speeches that I was giving.

As the years have passed, the Govt. has concluded I am just another harmless old fool, and left me alone. But then, my health has kept me from traveling as much as I used to.  At one time I actually lived with an Amish family in their little community in Sterling, Kansas; to interview three generations in one family that had been and still were being, abducted.

Ralph also explained to me, that once the memory blocks had lifted, he was there to fill in the blanks andhelp me to understand my life.  As well as the implants that had been placed in me, and then removed, without my knowledge.  One was best explained as a DNA marker/tester...a way of following my DNA as I grew and developed...(This was explained to me as the reason why some people are 'taken' and some aren't. As advanced as his species may be, they can't just 'look' at someone and know if they have the type of DNA they are looking for) The other implant was not so much of a 'tracker' (altho it did that too ) but it also monitored the rest of my body's functions...heart, lungs, etc.

There is a need for a certain strain (or strains) of DNA to insure the best of several possible outcomes for the future in the dimension in which we now exist.  There ARE other species who have been here, and there are certain people in our very own Govt. who are, and have been, aware of most of them for years.

They don't all have our best interests at heart, but as yet, there has been no sign of some evil take-over of our entire planet.

I hope this answers some of your questions. If not, feel free to try and catch me in the chatroom...Life - UFO Openline friends or feel free to e-mail at DGarrison722@aol.com

June 3rd, 2007

                                 "Dealing With Fear"

      I was recently asked "How frightening was it to have been abducted so many times?"  The best answer I can give is the 'not knowing' what was going on for many years is where the fear is centered the most.  I was afraid of the dark for many, many years, and even today, in a certain unknown environment, should it get dark, I can be very unnerved. Once I was able to remember what had happened in my childhood, and was, in fact, still happening, helped in a way to alleviate some or most of the fear. Fear of the unknown can be devastating.  But, I also believe, just as when I was first approached by the individual who would later become such an integral part of my life, as he has demonstrated over the years, there is a (for lack of a better word) 'telepathic' communication by which they are able to "send out" a sense of calm and lack of fear.

Questions and Answers

           ........................."Questions and Answers".......................

Many things I'd like to learn about your experiences. Though I know well that many times these experiences are veiled, and the details unreachable, so don't feel pressured here by anything I ask. You don't even have to respond directly to me with any answers, but these are things a person reading about your experiences would want to know, and who knows, maybe something will trigger a memory you forgot.  You said:

 

"I have been shown many different possible futures for the human race." What did you see? Was it shown to you on those TV screens, if so, was it narrated, like a news report, was it like film footage? My 1st response wud be a news report, but more, in fact, like documentary film footage....there was more than one occasion where there wud be several images going at once, on several 'screens' (I would still describe them as like the flat plasma screens we can buy today) what was happening to me, even though in a 'dream-like' state at times, "felt' incredibly real, there were objects that had substance to them, and the images would be like looking at several angles of the same occurrence....Or was it more of dream -type images, fleeting glimpses? Most important, what are these futures, are the bad ones nuclear, or natural disaster? if you can recall film footage of the aftermath of A-Bomb testings? There were images of devastation that could only have been from man-made nuclear destruction...but there were also images that in later years, looked like footage from starving countries, shriveled men, women and children wandering the streets of what could only have been American cities.  Were most of the futures good, or bad, or was it about even?  "Even" in the sense that it was always explained to me that nothing in the future is as it has to be, for every 'bad' outcome, there was, or seemed to be, a possible 'good' outcome, but that for 'any' future to become a reality, certain things had to happen, in, or with, harmony with others. Did you see any landmarks destroyed, in particular? How many futures were you shown? How far into the future was the furthest you were shown? Were any specific years mentioned? Could you see any future presidents, or leaders?

Everything always had a 'familiar' appearance or look, but not like I remember seeing The Statue of Liberty...however, as years have passed, I have had that feeling of 'deja vu' many times on seeing a city or place I have never been before. Sometimes the images would end abruptly such as camera caught in the path of flowing lava, or as if the 'filming' suddenly just stopped.  Other times, there seemed to be a conclusion of sorts...Nothing ever seemed to be 'that' far ahead, (no flying cars, or overhead walkways like in the Jetsons) If I had had the sense to be even more observant, and less shocked, I may have a better ability to re-visualize or remember, but no specific years that I recall, and no recognizable faces, at least to me.  I do remember seeing, more than once, images of green grass, and blue skies, like some "Visit Montana" commercial...

    

"I have been introduced to any number of alien species."

 

This is what interests me the most...what aliens, how many different types? Were there different types of Greys? Were you just shown their images, or were you told about them too? What color? What was the scariest looking alien?

As I was able (or allowed) to remember more and more from my childhood and early teens, the 'abductions', or 'interactions', were, for the most part, with a species best described as the "Grey" type so many are familiar with...large 'pyramid' shaped heads, (tho rounder) large black eyes, short in stature, with long thin arms, and very long 'fingers', I have gone thru the pictures I have collected over the years, (off the net or from articles and such) that best describe the "Grey"s and will attach them...there were dark figures, just out of my line of sight, but they definitely were there, and moved about. There were also very tall "Grey" types...these were the ones that seemed to be 'in charge' of the smaller individuals....When "Ralph" first took me with him, and on more than one occasion, as we walked down what seemed like very long hallways, or corridors, we would pass 'rooms' that to me resembled either 'waiting rooms' like at a doctor's office, and others reminded me of 'holding cells' like in a local jail. (have been in both) If I asked about them, I was always met with, "In time....just be patient"...like we tell a child who is too young to understand the 'ways' of the adult world'.  Just like some of the 'names' that were introduced to me, I almost always felt like I was being 'talked down' to.  For example, "Ralph"....he said it would be pronounced like "Rah-aw-loof".  (I'm trying my best to cover a lot of answers) Not everything was provided to 'me' all at once either.  There was much, as a child, I did 'not' understand, or grasp...and even today, there are things that don't always make sense.  Just before we entered what I would call the 'viewing' room, there were what can only be described as very large, floor-to-ceiling windows that looked out on a vast expanse of star-filled skies.  When I asked, "Are we out in space?", Ralph's answer was "You could say that".  As the years have passed, and I am able to recall more and more from my youth, coupled with the experiences from my later years, much of what took place was like 'tutoring', as things were presented to me in a type of 'lesson' format. 

    The electronic 'devices' that seem so common-place to us today, were totally unheard of 40 years ago.  Extremely small hand-held video screens, or communication devices were every-day common things to Ralph and the others. 

     What was explained to you about their different realities? What are other realities like? which aliens are from space, and which are different realities or dimensions? Was any biblical or historical reference made as to any of the aliens? Were there reptilians? What about the aliens clothing, or their way of moving, or their smell, or skin texture do you recall? Can you recall any tools, or instruments the aliens used or held, or weapons? Which aliens come from the future? What color were there eyes, were they all bipeds, walking upright, two eyes, one mouth? Were any of the alien species hairy? Robotic? Animalistic? Demonic looking? Angelic? Were any of the aliens at war with each other, or any aliens allied? What exactly did they explain to you about these races? You saw them on viewscreens, were they photographs, or moving images? Were they like mug shots, posed, or more like news video, unplanned?

     Between Ralph's verbal explanations, (that were often in a long narrative form) and the different images shown on the screens, just as we are familiar with not only different races in our human existence, we are also aware of many different animal species, so it was explained to me;  there are, and have been for many, many centuries of Earth time, many 'races' or 'species' far different from our own.  Just as we humans have been known to raise and tame wild animals to interact with, there is in the core of every beast, the soul of a wild animal.  There are 'species' that, even though seemingly intelligent, have deep inside of them, the soul of a wild beast.

In Biblical history, there were times when mankind was scattered across the face of the Earth, to procreate and build new and separate societies.  As so, were many of the species that we refer to as 'alien'.  So it is, by way of an explanation hopefully, that there are races that, although almost identical in appearance, come from extremely varied and vastly different societies, as well as physical locations.  There ARE those who do indeed have home 'planets' far beyond our reach, and there ARE those who come from alternate times, or dimensions, some from within our own future, or time line.

Ralph's physical appearance, as well as the others like him I have met, does not fit into the "Nordic" type description, (tall, blonde hair etc) You would see the same variety oh 'humans' if you were to walk thru a crowded mall, even though they all appeared to be Caucasian. 

    Although not 'at war', in the sense that we understand war, with other species or races, there seemed to be a definite feeling of extreme cautiousness. Watching 'filmed' footage of a Reptilian race and their surroundings, was like watching newsreels of Nazi Germany with Hitler in charge. The 'surroundings' appeared to be rough hewn dwellings, such as those carved out of mountain sides by early American Indians.  There was a definite 'feeling' of disgust, or distaste that would emanate from those in the room whenever the Reptilian race was on the screen.  I never saw anything I would refer to as a 'weapon', tho I was in awe a lot at the devices they held and used.

     You referred to   "a large cylindrical room"

Could the curve of the room fit the interior of a saucer? Was the air different, the lighting? Any sounds? What was the floor made of? Did you feel you were aboard a craft, or in a building? Do you feel you were there physically, or was it too dreamlike to be certain? I'm certainly not saying if you were not there physically, then it didn't happen. Nobody just dreams like this, it seems clearly to be a form of contact, but with other people seeing Ralph, it seems you were probably physically taken. Are you convinced one way or the other on this being a physical set of experiences, your synopsis makes you seem unsure.

                                                                                                                                   

Having looked out thru what I referred to as 'floor to ceiling' windows, and seeing nothing but endless star-filled sky, I was convinced then, as I am today,  we were 'on board' a very large 'craft'. There was never a 'feeling' of movement, or any obvious signs of acceleration or descent, or clouds 'whizzing' past the windows. As to how I got on board or off, that's when I would use the expression, 'in the blink of an eye'.....one moment we would be standing, say, in my front room, and the next moment we would be looking down a set of hallways that stretched straight ahead, one to the left, and one to the right.

    Aside from the times that I myself believed I had truly gone off the deep end of sanity, never to climb my way back up and out, after seeing Ralph in the middle of animated conversations with either my neighbors, or various hospital employees, and then have them say something about him after he left....I totally believe in the physicality of everything I have seen and touched in my life.

 

Did Ralph have an accent? Did his speech pattern reveal any phrases that were odd? Did he speak like a baby boomer, or did he speak like an older person? Has he spoken to anyone besides you? again, I'm an artist, maybe I could do a sketch, if we talk over a description. When was the last time you saw him? Does he age? Does he have a reason why he can't help your health? Has he ever lied to you? Did he say where he is from?

As for Ralph's speech, as years went by, it became slightly less formal, as well as more relaxed.  His voice is soft, tho I have never heard any raised voices from any I have ever met, the only 'oddities' were at the first, when he spoke slightly more formal than I was used to.  No contractions or 'slang' of any kind. But just he has altered his clothing to blend in more, his voice has taken on a  more relaxed and comfortable tone.  Many more contractions then in the beginning, and even some small slang words.  He once said of an extremely obnoxious neighbor of mine, "Now he is what you would call a real dick".  He has never changed in his appearance, other than his clothing, so he does not appear to have aged at all. His explanations for that, and some other of my questions, has been of the "Some things, such as time and space, are different for many people".  Has he lied to me?  Not that I have ever been able to notice, though his answers or explanations have at times, been extremely frustratingly vague.  He is far more 'human' in appearance then many of the species he has shown or introduced me to.  Some of my questions, being met with the same answers over and over, are questions I eventually stopped asking.  When asked where he himself came from, he would say, "Not really that far away from you".  His 'visits' thru the last few years, tho' never expected, would sometimes be on an almost weekly basis, even if they lasted just long enough to exchange pleasantries, as if he were just passing thru and stopped to say hello. I have rarely, if ever, gone more than three months without some type of visit from him.  He has been there at every hospital stay, sometimes for a moment, sometimes for an afternoon. And when asked by the nurses who had just been to see me, all I could say was "My Uncle Ralph", "What a nice man", they would say, and usually something like, "And so polite".